random ramblings of nothing and everything

I apologize profusely for the delay.

Read Chapter 1 first.

Summary: It was like he was stuck in some awful version of telephone. Except instead of Ryan ending up with something like leprosy or bad hair or something, he was involved in an affair with Mikey Way that he’d managed to keep secret from everyone.

( Planned Mistakes 2/? )

So the Ryan/Pete is becoming less subtext and more one of the actual pairings for this story. I'm not sure how that happened; Ryan/Brendon is my OTP for Bandslash.


You should read part 1 and part 2 first, or you might be confused as to why Ryan Ross thinks 1+2+1=breakup.

Summary: Dinner with Jon and Cassie is just him and Pete, Ryan is kind of surprised. He'd thought they would bombard him with 'group' time until he was ready to scream.


( Dinner with Jon and Cassie is just him and Pete, Ryan is kind of surprised. He'd thought they would bombard him with 'group' time until he was ready to scream. )

So I was PMSing a couple of weeks ago and was randomly clicking on links to Panic!slash and clicked on one that I could have sworn was tagged Ryan/Brendon and instead turned out to be Brendon/Spencer to which then I had to listen to the Ryan that lives in my head whine:
Ryan: What about me?
Me: Not everything is about you.
Ryan: *laughs* No really, what about me??
Me: Look, will it make you feel better if I write something?
Ryan: Will I get Brendon?
Me: No, I'm thinking Gen!Ryan with maybe Ryan/Pete subtext.
Ryan: Hmm, there can never be enough Ryan/Pete... write me fic.

So I did, I think Ryan thinks he is now the boss of me.

Ryan thinks that when its time for their ‘Behind The Music’ that Panic! At The Disco could be summed as such… Four came, four sang, four laughed, three made the decision to ‘take a break’.


(  They corner Ryan in his room, his sanctuary from the fans and the noise and being ‘Ryan Ross’. )